Reading Lists

Mood is one of the most important keys to inspiration and tone in fiction. I have to be in the right mindset and mental voice to produce something that flows with the rest of the story. I always thought I was quite normal and accomplished this by music or rereading my own work.

I was wrong.

I read. Copiously. Excessively. Sneakily. Sideways. In every minute I can cram another word in. Late last week, I was reading and it was inspiring me on my own fics, per usual, and it finally clicked what was wrong with Safe and why I wasn't able to get the next chapter written. There is only one fic I read that puts me in the right mood to write it.

Stories inspire me. When I wrote In This Wood, I kept the movie Hoosiers almost on permanent checkout from the library because it always put me in the right space. When I was writing fanfiction like crazy, I would work on different fics based on what I was reading. No wonder I can't seem to keep myself limited to a project or two until they're done. I'm cutting my own legs from under me every time I pick up a book.

So, as promised, I'm about to do some serious violence to my readerly self and make reading lists. While writing certain projects, I am limiting myself to reading only the things that inspire it. And the Bible. I don't care if it inspires story or not—I need that one.

I'm picking a Christian fiction novel under one pen name, a Liana novella/novel, and a fanfic: Safe. These are it. I can still update backlist, but this is my current frontlist.

How does reading affect your writing? Does it change your mood or writing style? Does it make you want to write something totally different or use different characters?

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Check-In: Where have I been and why have I been there?

So.

Y'all might have noticed that with the exception of the Insurgent countdown, I've been pretty much absent without leave. But as always, there are reasons, and I'm going to cover them in brief before resuming a semi-regular posting schedule.

Continue reading

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Reading This Week

1. Spots the Space Marine by M.C.A. Hogarth

I've held off on talking about the amazing fiction I've been sucked into and reading like my life depended on it, simply because I seem to suck royally at motivating myself to do so. Well, this one broke that block.

I have loved her tragic, but transcendent The Worth of a Shell; I have adored her stories about Jahir and Vasih'th, the xenopsychiatrists; I have faithfully slurped up every possible smidgen of Black Blossom she could throw at me: it's like Emma with male aliens instead of female humans. It's a fantasy of manners, and I want her to write a zillion more. And then there's Spots.

I tried this book as an e-book first. Could. not. get into it. My paperback came from when I backed it on Kickstarter, and I pushed through the first four chapters and that was it. Hooked. The narrative zings along and you cannot put the book down without grumbling terribly at the requirement of doing so.

A 32-year-old mother is called up from the reserves and sent to supposedly in-the-middle-of-nowhere depot, which just happens to turn out to be practically on top of a crab breeding facility. I don't know even how to describe this book. This is a family, a Marine family, in space fighting crab-like aliens that look eerily like their allies, the violinists. It's a roller coaster, but it doesn't feel like one; it's that smooth and well-put-together.

Read it.

2. The art business book by M.C.A. Hogarth

The woman's earning a living doing what I want to be doing. Enough said. Please consider funding this book through IndieGoGo.

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Tris and the Insurgent Character Arc

This entry is part 16 of 16 in the series Insurgent Countdown
Insurgent by Veronica Roth

So...

I've read where Veronica Roth says that by the end of Insurgent, Tris will not be the same girl she was at the end of Divergent. I think this is necessary, and Roth has never shirked from necessary choices. Tris can't be the same. At the end of Divergent, she had discovered her own strength and yet, she had also found her own invincibility. Her choices have been clear. Yes, she killed Will. Yes, she did not forgive Al. Yes, she let her mother die. Why? Because she could see that these choices were necessary, whether or not she could articulate the reasons.

But this is war. In Insurgent, we are promised that faction lines will cease to be the defining factor of good and evil, that those who seem good or evil will turn out to be otherwise, that reality will screw them all over as reality is wont to do, and this is something Roth has never flinched away from. I expect the Tris at the end of Insurgent to be different: she won't be a girl, but a woman. She won't be an optimist, but a realist. She won't be invincible, but she sure as anything won't be vulnerable.

Actually, I'm quite looking forward to it.

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Frustration = Purchase Delayed

This entry is part 15 of 16 in the series Insurgent Countdown
Insurgent by Veronica Roth

I suppose I'm supposed to be thrilled that it's only 6 more days to Insurgent, but I just found out that the makeup company that charged my card eighty dollars I never intended on spending isn't actually going to refund that money until next month. They had said this week. There goes being able to buy the book for a bit.

:growls:

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Favorite Divergent Quote: She's Not Pretty

This entry is part 14 of 16 in the series Insurgent Countdown
Divergent by Veronica Roth

Best Divergent Four/Tris quote ever:

Peter’s right, she’s not pretty, that word is too small. She is not like the girls I used to stare at, all bend and curve and softness. She is small but strong, and her bright eyes demand attention. Looking at her is like waking up.

— Four, from "Free Four: Tobias Tells the Story"

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Four Unlocked: Divergent from Four's POV

This entry is part 13 of 16 in the series Insurgent Countdown
Divergent by Veronica Roth

A scene from Divergent in Four's perspective and written by Veronica Roth. How could I not choose this for 8 days 'til Insurgent?

http://www.facebook.com/DivergentSeries?sk=app_276313732461376

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Spoilers Unwelcome

This entry is part 12 of 16 in the series Insurgent Countdown
Insurgent by Veronica Roth

I just had a shocking revelation: this is the first book I don't want spoilers for. I am a serious, read-the-spoilers-and-call-it-good kind of girl. If I can't enjoy rereading a book, I won't enjoy reading it. I like spoilers. Big time. I like to read the whole book as summary first.

Not Insurgent. And I have no idea why.

Huh.

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My #1 Worry About Insurgent

This entry is part 11 of 16 in the series Insurgent Countdown

Comment replies tomorrow or Monday.

What is my number one worry about Insurgent? Roth will break the world beyond repair.

I love angst. I hate tragedy. With a few minor exceptions, apparently. Like "To Go Not to Lethe," a now lost-to-us tale by mesoc that always made me cry 'cause it couldn't be fixed. I like worlds that can be awful, terrible, horrible, but with an ability left to the characters to transcend somehow.

I want Tris to make it. And I'm just not entirely sure she will without too much damage. She's tough enough to have a chance.

Barely.

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The Tragedy of Al and Tris

This entry is part 10 of 16 in the series Insurgent Countdown

Thoughts on the tragedy of Al and Tris in Divergent. I was requested to write an Al/Tris fic over the holidays, and by chance, it's one of the ones that fell by the wayside in the realities of too much life to do them all. I forewarned the requester that angst and tragedy was probably on the menu, and they did request nontragic.

But Al and Tris are tragic. Why?

It's unrequited. It's the guy that's so sweet and you care about so much but can never return the feelings. It's the guy that's so hurt and just wants to put you both on the same level again. He's scared. He's one step away from factionless, and he chooses death instead because he can't even have your friendship anymore. It's the wrong choice you never meant to make. It's horror and pain and fear and grief for all the good that once was and never could be again.

I don't want to write this fic to be honest. There is no rightness to smooth over the pain. It just hurts, and I'm not a masochist. I'm glad Roth wrote it the way she did. It was real and honest and raw, and so is the book, but I just can't go there again.

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